I look into his face and contemplate
his struggle. His weariness and fragility. His impotence. I see how he looks
at Simon, with utmost humility and gratitude. This is for me. So I feel anguish
and gratitude. I express my thanks that he can continue this journey. That
he has help. That he knows my inability to carry my burden alone. I say what
is in my heart, with deep feeling.